I just wanna share a story a fren just sent to me.. I think its a good story and i wanna kept it and i have no idea where to save so.. Here lah!!!
“ 從前有個書生和某家小姐私定終生。在他們結婚那天，未婚妻卻嫁給了別人，痴情的書生很傷心，一病不起。一個路過的僧人決定點化他。僧人摸出一面鏡子給他 看，書生見到茫茫大海，一名遇害的女子赤裸地躺在海灘。有一人路過，將衣服脫下給女屍蓋上；不久又一人路過，他妥善地把屍體埋了。鏡裡景物消失，僧人解釋 道：“那具女屍是你未婚妻的前世，你是那個為她蓋上衣服的路人，她今生和你相戀，只為還你一個情。她最後要報答一生一世的後來把她埋葬的那個人，而那人就 是他現在的丈夫。書生大悟，病也好了。有些人在我們生命中出現，相戀然後離去，他不是要來傷你的心，而是要還你前生的一個情。”
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Sadness, loneliness
This few weeks, i faced a lot of problem that i cant go through by myself.. I fall in like (love for me is a promises, so i wont easily say love). I don understand my feeling, i just not happy, if i cant understand then how am i goin to share with my frens? Even though i knew many ppl worry bout me, i know.. I feel so sorry to all my fren especially my brother..
My bro is the one who used to go out wif me, but he went to Thailand for a week, then tats the week when i have problem.. So.. i changed alot during the weeks. Not tat i wan but can u imagined i went out every9 just drinking and smoking, i get used to this kind of life, is EVERYNITE oh.. EVERYNITE..
Now i think without drinking i cant really sleep, i must have some alcohol to cool down myself.. I know its not good for health, i just cant control. Without loud songs, without dancing, when i stayed at home alone, in a quiet space, i'll think alot.. I'm a negative thinking and no confident in my heart. Bcox when ppl see me, they thought i'm happy and very playful girl. But then mayb i used to be like tat so i cant changed anymore, when i'm quiet they'll think tat i'm angry or not feeling well and ask me to do tis and that o even act cute. Tats y i said i a bit like actress now. i will hide the real me and show the part they would like to know..
My bro is the one who used to go out wif me, but he went to Thailand for a week, then tats the week when i have problem.. So.. i changed alot during the weeks. Not tat i wan but can u imagined i went out every9 just drinking and smoking, i get used to this kind of life, is EVERYNITE oh.. EVERYNITE..
Now i think without drinking i cant really sleep, i must have some alcohol to cool down myself.. I know its not good for health, i just cant control. Without loud songs, without dancing, when i stayed at home alone, in a quiet space, i'll think alot.. I'm a negative thinking and no confident in my heart. Bcox when ppl see me, they thought i'm happy and very playful girl. But then mayb i used to be like tat so i cant changed anymore, when i'm quiet they'll think tat i'm angry or not feeling well and ask me to do tis and that o even act cute. Tats y i said i a bit like actress now. i will hide the real me and show the part they would like to know..
