I wan a bf part one

I really feel like crying. All my fren have their own partner already, i am so proud of them but problems come, now i am alone.. T_T.. I feel so down.. Wat should i do wat should i do? Not that i don wan a bf but then where can i look for one??

Now chating wif my gf, she never have a bf before, after she went oversea study, a guy go for her, surprisely she agree wor.. Now they are couple, even they're back in Msia but the guy is from KL whereas my fren is from local, Kuching. Their relationship stil good oh.. The guy told her that he plan to get marry within 3years. I omos cry out bcox i am so happy for her, this is wat i dream of but not yet happen on me.

Now i have a heart that easily been hurt, i don know y? Y am i so sensitive? I dislike alone.. That is so pity.. Now most of my close fren is gay, hanging out wif them, i have no chance to know a better man, not hanging out wif them then i stay at home, wat should i do? Hanging out o stay at home better? I am so confussing sometime, when i rejected to go out, i will curious where they been and feel like joining them, when i joined them, i feel like goin home. Bcox their topic is owes surrounded by guys and the guys they mentioning is not for me..